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."Some of the fire seemed to go out of Naoni's voice, and she sank down a little in his arms."Servants drew her out into the back gardens and threatened her with the law if she so much as touched or spoke to the lord's daughter—ever.Then she was marched to another corner of the gardens, where her Lord Faithful's wife was waiting with a threat of her own.She told the lass that the gods had bestowed a blessing: she was now pregnant with her lord's child.If the lass did or said anything to make the merest hint of scandal touch her husband, her little girl would disappear.Forever."Korvaun winced.This was not the tale he'd expected.It was far worse."You're telling me dark truth.How'd you learn it?""I found.love letters, and a journal, with a portrait—a miniature, something my.no tradesman's family could have afforded.All hidden in a coffer.Some of the letters were pleading.Desperate." Naoni shivered."I believe it.I believe it all," Korvaun told her."Many take anything they can grasp, caring nothing for others, yet not all nobles are like that, I am not like that.""I know," Naoni whispered, "yet you can't undo what was done.No one can.It's marked me forever.""A smith hammers and hammers a blade, then quenches it in oil and reheats it to hammer it more," Korvaun said gently, "and not all blades break in such forging.Some emerge strong and true.You've no reason to be ashamed by what happened.""I am not ashamed! I have done nothing to be ashamed of!""Yet you've never told anyone your mother's story until now, have you?"Naoni was silent for a long time before she sobbed, "No.My mother said nothing, and I didn't—and don't—want to hurt Father.My mother's family were successful merchants, with a good house and coins to spare, the sort of folk who fear scandal more than anything else.They married her off to the first man who asked.An ambitious day laborer.Father.""I doubt he was as deaf and blind at the time as that telling suggests," Korvaun said gently.And waited."You're.perceptive, Lord Helmfast.No doubt Father knows all.I most fear Faendra learning of this and preening to all that she's almost nobility, or should be.No good can come of that, only heartbreak for her and unpleasantness for us all."Korvaun nodded grimly.Some nobles would sport with such a lass with glee.He laid his dagger in her hand and closed her fingers over it."Take this.If you feel the need to protect your honor and your good name—even from me—use it with my blessing."She stared at his calm face through fresh tears."You make it hard for me to despise you."Korvaun's mouth traced the wry beginnings of a smile."I suppose that's a beginning.""A beginning?" she asked suspiciously."A beginning of what?""Friendship, at first.In due time, love and marriage—if you'll have me.And after marriage, gods willing, children."Naoni stared at him, mouth agape.He added quickly, "I know things can only happily befall if they're also your desire, and we come to know each other well and trust each other fully.Don't fear that I'll take the one without offering the other.Nobles are good at vows, and I make one to you here and now: if I get you with child, it will only be as my Lady Helmfast."She shook her head incredulously, tearstained face bone-pale."Marriage.children.Lady Helmfast! You're crazed!""Quite possibly.Nevertheless.the words are said and I mean them."Naoni stared into his eyes, breathing fast."I believe you'll stand by your vow, Lord Helmfast, and I give you one of my own: I'll no longer be ridden by the ghost of my mother's pain.I'll not judge you by he who wronged her.And I'll no longer pretend I don't love you."Her lips found his, and they were warm and sweet and willing.When at last they broke apart, breathless, Naoni murmured, "Now, that, my lord, is a beginning!"Korvaun chuckled and stroked her cheek."Nay, love, let it be an ending—for this night.Let the priests chant their prayers first, so you never have reason to fear dishonor or scandal.""Haven't I vowed an end to such fears?" she replied."Morning's not far off, and the ghosts fade.There are none to see the promises we make, or judge how we seal our vows to each other."Korvaun shook his head."You need prove nothing to me.""Have I reason to fear dishonor or scandal?""No.Not while I live." As this was simple truth, and because she gazed at him with such shining trust, Korvaun took a ring from the smallest finger of his right hand and slid it onto her finger."You have my pledge and my heart—and I'll give you my name as soon as the ceremony can be arranged."Naoni's smile was dazzling."Give me your love, and I'll be content."Echoing sighs faded at the back of the tomb as the last wan ghostlight winked out—and there were indeed no witnesses to the promises made in the last hours of that night.Yet when bright morning came, neither lord nor lass doubted that the whispered promises between them would be well kept.CHAPTER TWENTY-ONEFor the first time in his life, Taeros Hawkwinter held vigil for dawn
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