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.She was just as confused as ever.“Ma’am?” the footman said softly, as he offered his white-gloved hand to help her alight.There was nothing to do now but go upstairs and go to bed.Surely she would feel better in the morning.She stepped down from the carriage and followed the others into the house.In the foyer, she found that, blessedly, Georgina had already retired.Only a maid waited to take Rosalind’s wrap, and the butler with a letter on his silver tray.“This came for you while you were out, Mrs.Chase,” he said, holding out the tray.“I thought it might be of some urgency.”“Thank you,” Rosalind said.She picked up the missive with a pang of trepidation.Letters waiting at night could not be good.Was this from that banker again? The handwriting was not familiar, the stationery plain white vellum.She broke the wax wafer and read quickly.“Not bad news, I trust, Mrs.Chase,” the butler said.Rosalind looked up at him with a smile.“Not at all.It is from my publisher.He wishes to see me tomorrow morning.”The butler appeared a bit puzzled at the mention of a publisher, but he was so well-trained that his expression quickly cleared to blandness.“Very good, ma’am.Shall I order the carriage to be brought around for you in the morning?”“Yes, thank you.About ten o’clock, I think.Good night.”“Good night, ma’am.”Rosalind went upstairs, her letter folded in her ring-bedecked hand.Well, at least one thing was looking more positive now.Her headache had even eased.Tomorrow, all would be made clear.Chapter Nineteen“The home and family are the lady’s sphere—she must protect them at all costs.”—A Lady’s Rules for Proper Behavior, Chapter OneRosalind stepped out the door of her publisher’s office into the late morning sunshine, her step lighter than it had been in days, if not months.She even hummed a lilting little waltz tune under her breath as she took the footman’s hand and stepped into Georgina’s waiting carriage.This was truly a lovely day, she thought, as she watched the scenery roll past outside the open landau.The air was warm, the light bright, and London really far more interesting than she had once thought it.The shop windows held an infinite array of enticing goods—fabrics in vibrant colors and gentle pastels, books in rich leather bindings, slippers, parasols, bonnets.And the people—the people all appeared so very agreeable.Rosalind sat back against the carriage cushions with a happy sigh.Of course, what made this day so very fine was the news that her publisher wanted a new volume from her as quickly as possible.A guidebook specifically for young ladies about to make their come-outs.It was precisely the sort of thing she truly wanted to write.Perhaps it would prevent any other unsuspecting girls from facing what poor Violet had last night.Rosalind shifted her reticule in her palm, listening to the clink of coins inside.She had even managed to talk the publisher into giving her an advance on the new volume’s profits—enough to pay off most of Allen’s loan.But the coins were not even the best part of the day, as lovely as they were.The very best part resided on her finger, hidden beneath her glove.Under the cover of a fold of her dark green pelisse, Rosalind drew off the glove and stared down at that ring.Last night, in the moonlight, it had glowed with a mellow promise.Today, the diamonds encircling the pearl caught the sun and reflected it back to her radiantly.Just like the sparkle of Michael’s own personality.“Oh, Michael,” she whispered.“What am I to do? What should I do?”The ring glinted in mute answer.Rosalind had stayed awake almost all the night, thinking, thinking.Every fiber of her sensible self told her that such a match could never work.Her mind urged her to go back to her school, and forget about such a life, forget about him.Especially since she had this new book to work on.But her heart—ah, her heart cried out something very different.It told her to grab this man and run with him to Gretna Green immediately! It wanted more poetry, more nighttime tree climbing, more waltzes, more kisses, more—more everything.She had always been able to silence her heart in the past, to bury it beneath prudence and good sense.Now, it would not quiet.“I deserve happiness,” she told herself.“I deserve something for myself after all this time.”But did she truly?The carriage lurched to a halt, caught in one of the London traffic snarls.Up ahead, a wagon was overturned, blocking everyone else from moving.Rosalind pulled her glove back over the ring, and glanced about at the people near her.A few carriages over sat Lady Clarke, with a handsome blond gentleman Rosalind had never seen before.As she watched, Lady Clarke noticed her, and tugged at her companion’s arm.She whispered in his ear, and gestured toward Rosalind.The man laughed, giving Rosalind an insolent stare.Her cheeks burning, Rosalind turned quickly away and stared resolutely ahead.She had known, of course, that people would be bound to talk once she had been seen in public—several times!—with the famous Viscount Morley.And she had expected it to sting.After all, she had spent all of her life being a pattern card of propriety.But, somehow, the embarrassment was not nearly as grave as she would once have thought it.It seemed a small price to pay for all she had experienced here with Michael.Yet would she think that still if she went back to her school to find no pupils to return to?If you were Michael’s wife, it would not matter, her heart whispered temptingly.The carriage moved on once more, turning down the street toward Wayland House.She had no time to worry about such things now.Georgina and Emily would be waiting; after luncheon, they were meant to go on a shopping expedition.Rosalind actually had her eye on a bolt of sapphire-colored satin at a certain warehouse, the first expensive fabric she had thought of for herself in years.It would make up a fine wedding gown, that subversive voice in her heart said.“Enough!” Rosalind exclaimed aloud.“Ma’am?” the footman who had come to assist her from the carriage asked, obviously surprised.“Did you ask something?”“Oh, no, not at all.” Her cheeks warm yet again, she took his hand and stepped down onto the pavement.The butler opened the front door, anticipating her arrival, but as Rosalind turned to go up the walkway, something caught her attention.She whirled about to see that man again—the one she had seen at least twice before, lurking outside Wayland House.He lounged against the iron fence of the park across the way, his face twisted away from her, but she knew this was the same man.He could not possibly have any business there! Perhaps he was from the bank.Or—or something worse.“Ma’am?” the footman asked.“Is something amiss?”“No,” Rosalind muttered.“Not at all, thank you.” She whirled around and walked as quickly as she could without racing to the front door.Georgina was crossing the foyer to the drawing room, a paint box in her hand, but she stopped in her tracks when Rosalind slammed the door and leaned back against the heavy wood.“Rosie? What is wrong? Is a ghost chasing you? Was it bad news at your publisher?”Rosalind shook her head.She could not speak; she could scarcely breathe.She did not know what was happening, but a cold knot twisted in her stomach.“That man is back,” she managed to croak out.Georgina’s brow creased
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